I am hoping someday I'll get back to Az

I hope that someday I'll be able to be back in Arizona.. I so miss a lot of things. My mom so hates being there because she feels like she's alone. She has my sister now which I am so grateful for and I hope it helps her if I'm there to it would probably help she just feels very alone. I feel so aweful being away from my kid although they need wings to sprout and grow I miss her so much just I feel like I'm missing out she's an adult but doesn't mean I love her any less. I just hope that somehow it will magically happen that somehow I can get back there. I just wish I could drop it all and go... but will see Just pray for me all that someday I can get there it's a dream I'd love to fulfill.. I've been hoping for a long time.. just some thoughts needed something back in March to post so I thought of how hot it is to but you just stay in doors mostly... I have become a real home body I don't really go anywhere unless it errands for the grocery store, etc.